Second Week to School!

Today I'm feeling not satisfied... We actually have to decide on which group should we have in order to do our CPM2 assignment... and great! I was left alone... = =

Sigh... I was wondering is it I'm too picky or am I really that bad...? ='(
Sad betui...

Results Out!

Yesterday, early in the morning HK called and informed me that the results were already out... = = Since the day before Andrew told me that the results were already out and JY asked if the results were out or not..

Frankly speaking, I was really scared of my results because I don't what will I get and I know I didn't do well for my Financial paper.. But somehow, I still need to see my results...

Alot of my friends got a very good results and some even get four flat...! I'm in a great pressure right now... LOL... So, in a conclusion.. Must work hard next time!!!

*Lalala~

Finance Paper Down

... Had my second paper today and I don't know how to answer it despite doing revision for the whole night and didn't sleep at all day before.

It was all my fault for not being serious in my studies...!!! *sigh
= =

Everyone were doing well in their Finance paper except for me... Almost all of them know how to answer except for me too~

It was freezing cold at the exam hall and I was shivering when I did my paper. When we came out from the exam hall, CH asked me to go and see the mirror... = = To my surprise... My face looked damn pale!!! *who asked me to laze around during the study week..? >.<
My bad. *sigh

(yea... I'm complaining again...)

I'm so Dead

Final exam is coming and I still havent start my revision nor I take a look at it!!!

I'm so fish-ed up...!

God! Please help me to restore my will to study hard...!!! I'm lack of determination... God...!!! Please help me!!!

I'm screwed up.

Bad Day 030409?

I guess I was having a continuous bad day since two days ago... and until today, it's still not a very good day to me.

It was suppose to be my group's presentation last Fri, but due to the bad time management... = = our group did not get to present because it was lack of time...?

But anyway, during that time I feel that it is good because I still want to edit the slide layout... and up til today, I still haven't do anything yet! Gosh!!!

I don't know what I did for this weekend because up til now I still haven't start to do anything yet and I'll be having presentation tomorrow, submitting our final report and also quiz on Tue!

and that's great!

Last Fri, I was totally out of my mind and I guess I made some mistakes... and I don't why until now I'm still not in a very good mood... and I can't even bring back my smile...

Kept on sighing for the whole night yesterday, I still can't get out of this moody state.

and yesterday was our first reunion for my primary school and I didn't attend it! Sigh... I guess I missed a lot of things and I have some regrets on it...

I just got to know that MM chose yesterday was because of me asking him to change to weekend... and he thought I'll be going... but I flied him an aeroplane?

When Jen called me and said that MM was so disappointed... my heart sank. = = When MM called and said me, that sinking feeling even worst.

It's not that I dont want to go... I just thought that because of my report, my presentation and also quiz on Tue, I cannot go back to Pg and also another reason~

Sigh... I really feel sad.
I feel so down and I don't know why.

Feeling So Lucky

I'm so grateful to have you guys as my friends...
Being there for me when I was down, supports me when I was feeling lost, understands me when I showed the darker part of myself...

Most of all, you guys held me up when I couldn't reach to the top...

I'm so lucky to have all of you...

5th March 2009 last Thursday,
I managed to finish revising my Finance, thanks to you...
I managed to correct my answer during the test, thanks to you...
I'm able to be myself on that day, again, thanks to you...

6th March 2009,
I was late for CPM1 quiz, thanks for those who called me up (although my phone was in a silent mode)...
I just woke up and still blurry, thanks to you for rushing to my place and fetch me to class...
Thanks to you for noticing my absentee in class...

Although I don't how to do most of the questions in Financial test and CPM1 quiz, I'm still grateful to have you guys in my life...

For those who were willing to called me up and accompanied me, shared with me and comforted me throughout these two days, I'm greatly appreciate you guys as my precious friends although sometimes we may have some conflicts...

Last but not least...
THANK YOU for being my friend !