Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts

Monday, November 17, 2008

Cried Like A Cow

my chicken was missing today!
so damn sad!

this morning before lunch time, my rooster was missing!
he ran away because he was chased by the neighbouring boss and i duno where he is right now...!

my hen on the other hand was too scared to go out after the incident and she hides under the tree and keep on waiting for her husband to come back!

she dare not go out because she used to follow her husband to go anywhere!
now that her husband is missing, she dare not come out! not even dare to find food!

i'm really pity and sad because she keep on stand there for more than five hours juz to wait for her husband...!

and it's raining this evening and i really pity her because she have no place to keep her self dry!

*sobbing*

this morning they were so close and they din run anymore when they see me...
they even near me when i fed them!

then before lunch that time, my head told me that someone was trying to steal my chicken and i din listen to him because i thought he was joking!

then after he asked me to have a look again, i saw the boss and his worker was chasing my chicken!

i faster open the door and they saw me. then only they stop chasing my chicken and that chicken ran to hide!

that was when she start to hide and wait for her husband!

i din found my the other chicken!
and i was so sad!

so, i asked one of my colleague to tell the neighbouring boss that the chicken was ours and pls dun catch them.

then i ran to find my lady boss telling her that someone was trying to steal our chicken and asked her to tell that guy not to chase the chicken!
ok... so my colleague went to find that neighbour boss and asked him did he see our chicken?

that man was stunt and speechless...
then my colleague asked if our chicken has died?
he still din answer and my colleague was like omg... then she asked that man again!
the man said the chicken ran quite far d and he said that he duno that chicken were belong to our boss one.

he said that they chased our chicken because one of my chicken stand on top his car, Mers.
that rooster was scratching his car and he showed us the scracthes.
i'm really sorry for his car but my rooster was missing too ok!

so damn sad!

then he wanted to call our boss saying that he is really sorry for what has happened and my colleague said it is ok and no need to call our boss. then my lady boss was there and he explanined the whole story to my lady boss and she said nvm and it's ok and she also feel sorry because of what our rooster did to his car.

really down!

in the evening that boss again came and he bought us two roasted chicken to say sorry.
omg!

he told me that it's ok, one chicken lost but we get two small chicken back!
at first i duno what he mean, but after he went away... i saw that roasted chicken!

when my colleague told me that when she saw that roasted chicken, she wana asked him if the roasted chicken was our chicken... i was going to cry because i cannot accept that my rooster had been roasted til like that.

well, she din ask that guy at last and i started to cry to see how to pity my hen is!
ok... i cried for about half an hour and my colleague was speechless!

when one of our site supervisor came back, he was shocked to see that i'm crying and asked me what happened.

i told him that my chicken was lost and he was like swt!
well, i think he must thinking that i was crazy enough to cry for a rooster~

then i kept crying and wipe my tears...
when they eat that roasted chicken i cried even worse!!

then they said that they were eating my rooster!
sad!
after that when they see i cry even worst then they say now they eat the roasted chicken to see if that was my rooster...
then they said no that was not my rooster so no need to cry so badly!

i still crying and sobbing then the site supervisor said if he died duno i will cry til like this or not...

i'm still sobbing and my other colleagues said that if i din stop crying, our office will flood soon!

after that when i stopped, they said wana buy another rooster d but it wont be the same feeling anymore! right or not?

wuwuwu...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

The Fat Me

hmm finally i'm not lazy to edit the pics i've taken for the past few weeks...
(it's more about food...) =X

before that, i was pretty sad because my rabbit which i hung it with my Toshiba's pendrive was broken into two parts on the 6th Oct 2008 when i accidentally make it fell down!


i cannot find the missing legs of my rabbit!



sigh...

at first i thought the ear was the leg... but i was wrong!

=X


well, it was juz week after the Raya holiday and one of my colleague brought us the Hari Raya cookies...


err... it smell nice to me but i juz feel that the food is normal only...


but anyway, thanks!

LOL... well, on the 14th Oct 2008 i ate the nasi pattaya with my colleagues during our lunch time.

so when i was about to snap the pic of my fresh orange which i felt its kinda sweet, my colleagues said me sam pat! swt... = = ok... whatever~


hehe... my nasi pattaya with fresh orange!


then on the same day during our tea time which was about 3.00pm, we again eat and this time we eat Domino's Pizza and it was fully sponsored by one of our part time colleague, En. Nazri!

LOL! =X

why he treated us? this was because he was threatened by one of our colleague, Yuss because he always asked her to do things and she wat him to treat her! LOL so, we also can join in!

we ordered by delivery~
=S
what we ordered...?

we ordered one bottle of Pepsi, two large pizzas (one classic, the other one seafood) , and 6 pieces of hot and spicy chicken wings!


to tell the truth, i dun feel that the seafood and the hot and spicy chicken wings are nice to eat. =X
oops... people treat also wana critic! LOL...
*shut my mouth*
the next day which was on the 15th, i got to eat strawberries bought by my brother's baby sitter from Cameron Highland!
^^
omg... talking bout Cameron Highland, i really missed there - you know. the view, the atmosphere, the wind and the strawberries...
LOL... swt...


i finished two boxes alone!

on the 16th Oct, i was shocked when i saw my office flooded due to heavy rain on the day before!
my boss said the water was like a stream before our cleaner aunty mopped it!


wet office...


then in the afternoon, my office was blacked out! this was because the wire was in touch with the flood water on the night before...
it took us more than two hours to back to normal!
so while waiting, i redo the drawing's box because the previous one was wet and cannot be use already!


err... at first i thought of using that blue plastic bag as a DPM (damp proof membrane)~

LOL!
=X
but at last i didnt use it because my head, Mr. Lee scolded me saying that i can use the tape to tape it! juz have to overlap only~ LOL... embarassing...
= =
so, on that day we also get to eat many kinds of food!
such as grapes, muruku, tau sar piah and the next day we get to eat the chocolates brought by our colleague~
and before i forgot, the grapes were bought by one of our sub con, then the muruku and tao sar piah were bought by lady boss.


the grapes were seedless and it was kind of very nice!

^^
LOL thanks again!
and that is why i said i'm fat liao!
can't help myself~

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Barbie Girl~

finally i edited the video we took on that day!

so... juz wana share it with my friends who were there and for those who did not join us on that day...

title of that song is Barbie Girl~
one of my fav!

so, enjoy girls!


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Reunion with My Friends

well, i did not update my blog for quite some time d...
LOL...

this is because i'm kind of lazy to write and edit the pics~
hehe...
=X

anyway, i'd received the pics from my friend, WT before she went back to KL few weeks ago...
juz wana share our reunion moment here...

wish my friends will like it...






this pic was our farewell and to celebrate our 28th June 2008 graduation



swt... i was singing quite emotionally on that day which was on 27th Sept 2008

me with one of my good friends... she was always there for me when i was in F5...



i dun think there will be other good friends like u guys in my near future...

how i wish Phoebe, Kalai and Gaik Hoon will be there crazy with us...

i really miss our old time together at sch laughing, and work for LM together...




Saturday, October 4, 2008

Stupid Day.

great. today i was actually going out with my former classmates from TARC.
it ended up that, i felt i was so stupid and "wu liao" to have joined them because one of my friend, who was also my stupid ex, teased me and made me feel irritated!

well, actually it was nothing. maybe i'm the one who cannot think positively. maybe i'm that kind of people who is very "small gas".

i don't know.

it started out when we were in the car, and i cannot recall what we were talking about when he suddenly said who am i to him and why he must care (something like that) !

well, that really pissed me off and for the whole day i was in the bad mood and kind of hate him. ok, let's face it. he's no longer my boyfriend, and i'd made it clear that we are only friends. i should be nothing and hell yeah, i should've let him say what he want and treated him like how i treated the other friends whom too, always teasing me and made me looked bad.

but i can't! hello! i juz feel like going to get out from there and go back by myself! and damn it. when we were at Gurney, i was walking alone and i felt very boring eventhough my friends were treating me better than last time. no one talk to me, have also i feel that they very shy (my feeling), things like that.

that guy didn't walk with me nor talk to me either! wtf!
he treated me as if i'm invisible! freak.

so, what's the point i join them?

was it juz to take back my scale ruler or was it juz to meet them?
honestly, i did really feel great being go out with them because they treated me better than when i was in my college time. well, at least they "see" my presence now rather than last time see me only ran away. but i juz hate the way that guy treated me like shit and i juz dun like it.

for those who reading this and were my classmate once, maybe u guys will feel that i should taste it and padan my muka for treating him like shit last time. anyway, i'm juz telling out what i feel. i dun care what u guys going to think bout me and i dun give a damn. i'm having a bad mood right now. and sorry if i'm rude to u guys.

but i really appreciate WJ because he's willing to fetch me from my office. LOL. if for last time, i dun think he will give a damn to fetch me~ =X

why i appreciate WJ...? that was because the four of them duno how to go to my office and they were not well verse bout pg road... in addition, the three of them were not from pg... haha and he's so good to came along from Alor Setar to SP to Penang and also to fetch me after work. haha...

sigh... then i didn't have my lunch today because they ate their lunch d! i have to eat alone at the cinema with mashed potato, 15 meatballs, half of the large popcorn combo and large coke. omg i'm going to be fat...!

i wanted to join them for steamboat but i can't. my parents din allow me to join them (i guess). that was because they will start at 8pm and going back at 11 something pm...
well, why start at 8pm? that was because one of my classmate, JY have to work full day and can only reach there at 8pm... that's why they chose 8pm...

well, i also wana meet him but i can't. not i dun wan. but anyway, i felt boring there and i also felt very angry with the remarks made by my friend.

on the way back, i felt like wana tell out my feeling to someone who understands me and who is willing to lend me their ears and comfort me... but i can't find who's the one who can really understand me and comfort me during that time... so, i called up one of my friend and i thought of telling him bout what i feel... but i juz duno how to let out my feelings and he was working so i juz said nothing to him... another friend, i thought he would lend me his ears, but instead he hurt my feelings more by saying those words which didn't help me at all!

he, instead told me that he's no longer going to care bout other people's feeling and he dun care bout other people except for himself. wth! i was so angry with him that i dun wana talk to him anymore! well, i may be very childish and not being able to grow up. but, that's me. that's the one u guys know and yeah, i can't help myself. u see, i'm juz telling out how i feel and what i felt today. sigh. and sorry if u dun feel comfortable with my remarks.

i juz hate everything. no one is ever good to us. they are juz our another toxic friend. like what i told my friend before... once the person further his studies at the other place like KL, he will change. he will be no longer be the person that we knew before and the feelings will be different too. he might think that the feeling will never change but before he knew it, the feeling was already not there and he will find it that all his burden before has gone and he will never get used to the life he led before.

well, that's what we call life goes on.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Farewell.

today... a friend of mine, who was very close to me long time ago left for his studies in overseas...
i guess sharp at 8.20am he depart already...

few days before yesterday, i found no courage to contact him and say good bye at all...
well, i juz feel that it's pretty awkward to do so...

but eventually i'd gathered all my courage to call him up juz to say
"hi" and "bye"...
his voice... was the voice that i'd been longing over these years...
i duno why... but til now, it's still so dear to me...

perhaps, that was the voice which comfort me when i was down long long time ago...
it was that voice, which supported me and made me strong when i was down during my younger days...

we have nothing to talk... the atmosphere was so awkward and i duno what to ask..
in the end, i juz said,
"good nite and bye bye... take care...."

that was the end of our conversation~
i guess it would juz remain as a memory which i had few years back when i was at the age of 17...
farewell....

today it's also the final episode of Dou Niu, Yao Bu Yao...
the ending was so romantic...
i wish i could have such a happy love life too... LOL...
the songs remind me of my life... it was kind of touching...
it touched me...


最近還好嗎 - S.H.E

挑一張耶誕卡
寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有點冷 風有點大
城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天
我得一個人走回家

問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏
回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法
讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎
是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

有再多的牽掛
都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候
比陌生人還尴尬
昨天遠了 明天還長
回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚
要怎樣不流下

問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏
回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法
讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎
是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

你最近還好嗎
是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發


愛來過 - S.H.E

我看不開 也放不開
因為我曾見過愛情真的盛開
我要等待 一直等待
等那一個夜晚從回憶回來

當你擁抱著我 那一瞬間
我像飛到空中
而當我緩緩降落
我不再是我
我有了夢 我在夢中

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇
歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過
怎麼能 輕易就放它走
我不想解脫 我只怕錯過
我就是要等你回來愛我

寂寞喧嘩 我不害怕
因為我只聽得見對你的牽掛
世界很大 會容得下
我這小小傻傻頑固的信仰

你有沒有過承諾 我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都會守候 在夢中守候
我最唯一最美的夢

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇
歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過
怎麼能 輕易就放它走
我不想解脫 我只怕錯過
我就是要等你回來

如果需要動用奇蹟來召喚回你
就讓淚蒸發 下成雪花
和我一起在愛中被融化

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇
歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過
怎麼能 輕易就放它走
我不想解脫 我只怕錯過
我就是要等你回來愛我

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇
歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過
怎麼能 輕易就放它走
我不想解脫 我只怕錯過
我就是要等你回來愛我