Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Second Week to School!
Sigh... I was wondering is it I'm too picky or am I really that bad...? ='(
Sad betui...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Jen's 21st Birthday~
At last got our not-so-recent pic together!
Happy Birthday and hope you'll enjoy your 21st birthday, Jen! Err... I wonder what can we do at the age of 21?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Results Out!
Frankly speaking, I was really scared of my results because I don't what will I get and I know I didn't do well for my Financial paper.. But somehow, I still need to see my results...
Alot of my friends got a very good results and some even get four flat...! I'm in a great pressure right now... LOL... So, in a conclusion.. Must work hard next time!!!
*Lalala~
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Back from Redang
Redang island~~~
Heartache.
I started this fight due to my childishness and hell yeah, he wasn't in the good mood that time and the fight started.
This is our longest fight and each and every words of his, aches me and hurts me deeply. It's like a knife slicing slice by slice of my heart..
I can't help, but tears kept filling my eyes and rolls down..
This fight made me realised that he actually doesn't have any confident in our relationship. His pasts are still haunting him.. His male ego is dominating him.. And the main thing is, up til now he doesn't put a trust in me and believe that I'm actually have feel for him and love him.
I can't really believe that he actually said that I accepted him because I pitied and scared that I will hurt him. That really hurts. *ouuccchhs
I guess I'm such a failure for not gaining his confidence and earning his trust. *sigh
I guess one of the most important thing in a relationship is faith, isn't it? If the faith doesn't exist, how can the relationship lasts?
*sigh...
Sunday, May 24, 2009
***Updates***

Btw, thanks...!

Geli sushi.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Finance Paper Down
It was all my fault for not being serious in my studies...!!! *sigh
= =
Everyone were doing well in their Finance paper except for me... Almost all of them know how to answer except for me too~
It was freezing cold at the exam hall and I was shivering when I did my paper. When we came out from the exam hall, CH asked me to go and see the mirror... = = To my surprise... My face looked damn pale!!! *who asked me to laze around during the study week..? >.<
My bad. *sigh
(yea... I'm complaining again...)
Hui Kok's 21st Birthday~~~
Birthday boy.
Anyway, after our Finance paper in the morning, we celebrated HK's birthday during the night... I guess it's a bit wasted we didn't buy him a cake~ *sigh
Dinner!
LOL... anyway, after we had our dinner, we went to Tesco to sing karaoke and we didn't go to A Karaoke because it would be very expensive if we go during that time. One hour RM25. Damn expensive, ain't it? = =

Lastly, Happy 21st Birthday to you Hui Kok! Wish your ambition will come true! ^^,
Monday, April 27, 2009
I'm so Dead
Monday, April 20, 2009
Happy Belated 21st Birthday, CK!
Cool?
He invited all of us to his birthday party and it is so sad that I cannot attend to his birthday party... = = Anyway, I guess I can share his enjoyment of being 21 years old in my blog?
Although I didn't attend to his 21st birthday party, I did share with my friends to buy him an Ipod ok... and it cost each of us RM40 per person...! LOL... ok I know I'm being kiam siap again... = = but anyway, I'm just joking and Chee Khong... if you are reading this, please don't forget my birthday present for next year ok...? Hahaha...
I remembered how we celebrated his 20th birthday last year. We were actually attending our farewell dinner for Y2M65 at Little Cottage 2, and we also gave him birthday surprise when we suddenly took out the cake and everyone was like singing "Happy Birthday" song to him.
20th birthday cake...
Anyway, I really wish that he enjoyed his 21st birthday and wish him success in achieving his dream to become a chef...!!! Last but not least... Happy Birthday!
Picture of me together with Chee Khong and Kiong year 2008.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Second Reunion Called Off
Our class photo, 6K year 2000.
Thinking that there will be a second reunion, I didn't go for the first one. But little did I know, Melvin posted up in Facebook saying that Ivan won't be coming on the 18th April, so he suggested to go to Prangin Mall for the second reunion. And because I commented alot on his proposal, he then asked me to become the "organiser". What the fish...!
I have to admit here that I'm no good in planning and that I'm not a good organiser. And today's reunion was called off because I last minute only inform everyone on the time and venue, which I think most of them cannot make it and attend to this second reunion. I guess this is a failure, ain't it?
Eventually Melvin called me up around 11.50pm yesterday and expressed his thoughts towards my comments at the Facebook. It seems that he is not happy with my comments and although he messaged me saying that no hard feelings later, I feel that I would be good by remaining silent the next time he propose anything there.
I wished him happy birthday on the phone when he called me that time because I thought it's already 12am and it's his birthday... But he said his birthday haven't reach yet because not yet 12am (according to his time)... = =
I'm really regret that this second reunion were being called off.
Sigh.
Site Visit to UTAR Phase Two
Safety helmet for sale~~~
While waiting for entering the UTAR phase two...
View from the building.
Hohoho... it is me, wearing the safety helmet~~~
Taking photo with Tai Lo, Hui Kok and Gim Yao...
Lecture hall...!
See the lake view... Gosh...!!!
Great. After we had our site visit... Chin Hooi suggested that we go to Kam Ling, Kampar old town to eat rice for our lunch...
Gosh... I ate one and a half bowl of rice... which makes them say that I'm going to become fatter and fatter... = = hohoho... Hui Kok shared half of the portion of rice with me... that is why I only eat additional half a bowl... =X or else I will become fatter...!!!
Omg... I totally forgot to take photos of our lunch on that day!!! What a waste... = = *sigh*
We joked and laughed and I got teased til no voice out on that day... >.<
... and Ling Ling was mistaken that HK likes me on that day!!! What the fish...? HK must be crazy if he hears that! LOL...!!!
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Bad Day 030409?
It was suppose to be my group's presentation last Fri, but due to the bad time management... = = our group did not get to present because it was lack of time...?
But anyway, during that time I feel that it is good because I still want to edit the slide layout... and up til today, I still haven't do anything yet! Gosh!!!
I don't know what I did for this weekend because up til now I still haven't start to do anything yet and I'll be having presentation tomorrow, submitting our final report and also quiz on Tue!
and that's great!
Last Fri, I was totally out of my mind and I guess I made some mistakes... and I don't why until now I'm still not in a very good mood... and I can't even bring back my smile...
Kept on sighing for the whole night yesterday, I still can't get out of this moody state.
and yesterday was our first reunion for my primary school and I didn't attend it! Sigh... I guess I missed a lot of things and I have some regrets on it...
I just got to know that MM chose yesterday was because of me asking him to change to weekend... and he thought I'll be going... but I flied him an aeroplane?
When Jen called me and said that MM was so disappointed... my heart sank. = = When MM called and said me, that sinking feeling even worst.
It's not that I dont want to go... I just thought that because of my report, my presentation and also quiz on Tue, I cannot go back to Pg and also another reason~
Sigh... I really feel sad.
I feel so down and I don't know why.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Low Risk High Return?
Chin Hooi said I'm low risk but high return lorr! !#$%^& = =
and today whole class laughed at me because I pronounced something wrongly... *sigh*
What did I say til everyone laugh at me? *sigh*
I actually wanted to say them cruel for teasing me... and I spoke in broken mandarin... *swt*
and guess what? My pronouncation was wrong!!! I said 铲人 instead of 残忍 ...
LOL...
Later on Bulu Guy wrote in white board showing me the difference between 铲人 and 残忍 ~
Haha... then let my lecturer say them lorr! He said they cannot say me like that because I don't know how to speak in mandarin ma~~~
Hmm... anyway when I was in the class I don't really understand what are they talking about, I mean the differences between that two words...
Then when I came home, only then I understand what they actually mean when I asked my housemates about it... *LOL*
Anyway, for those who don't know how to read the chinese words (like me), I'd got the pinyin and also the meaning of those words d... *sigh*
Kindly view below~
残忍 , can ren - cruel
铲人 , chan ren - korek orang
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
One to Go
Sigh... Yesterday night, I just started to do my revision and I studied til 4.40am!!! And yet I still not yet finish my revision... Swt...
Well, the moral of the story is that we should start our revision since the early stage and not last minute!
And when I sit for my test just now... I don't know how to do the calculation part! I think out 40 marks of that question I can get only 2 marks perhaps? LOL... swt...
I still have CPM1 mid term this coming Friday! And I still haven't start my revision! Swt...
I tried to sleep this whole afternoon but I ended up just napping and cannot sleep well...
Gosh... = =
Next week will be the deadline for me to pass up my Financial individual assignment... I still haven't see the question and start to do it!!!
Aaaarrrggghhhhh... Oh God... I'm such a dread...
Sigh...
Yesterday I realised that being good to people sometimes will caused people to think that you are very annoying... swt!
When me and my roomate went to take our laundry, I saw one of my housemate's name. Thinking that he might be busy to take his own laundry, I helped him to take his laundry and I ended up got said by him... He says that next time no need to take his laundry because he actually gave his friend to use his laundry services d.
And because of my act of being busybody, his friend had a difficulty to take back his clothes. Sigh... so next time, I won't be busybody anymore... I just thought of being kind to help him, I didn't know that I made him feel that I'm annoying and troublesome.
Sigh...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Barbie turns 50!

Source: Barbie

Barbie March 9th 09 fashion show
LOL... I'd always thought that Baby Kelly is Barbie's baby... but actually she's not! I just knew it!!! Baby Kelly is actually her younger sister! Swt...
Can you guys see how gorgeous is she...?
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Feeling So Lucky
Being there for me when I was down, supports me when I was feeling lost, understands me when I showed the darker part of myself...
Most of all, you guys held me up when I couldn't reach to the top...
I'm so lucky to have all of you...
5th March 2009 last Thursday,
I managed to finish revising my Finance, thanks to you...
I managed to correct my answer during the test, thanks to you...
I'm able to be myself on that day, again, thanks to you...
6th March 2009,
I was late for CPM1 quiz, thanks for those who called me up (although my phone was in a silent mode)...
I just woke up and still blurry, thanks to you for rushing to my place and fetch me to class...
Thanks to you for noticing my absentee in class...
Although I don't how to do most of the questions in Financial test and CPM1 quiz, I'm still grateful to have you guys in my life...
For those who were willing to called me up and accompanied me, shared with me and comforted me throughout these two days, I'm greatly appreciate you guys as my precious friends although sometimes we may have some conflicts...
Last but not least...
THANK YOU for being my friend !
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Financial Test
Sigh...
I'm in a dead shit~
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Apology
I didn't mean to insult nor scold one of my friend... (but I did!) = =
What I did and posted was out of anger.
... and I was having a mood swing.
Note: I apology here didn't mean that he did nothing wrong. I apology here is because I feel that I was not in my control when I drafted that post and I don't want to ruin any friendship nor loosen this friendship ties.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Get To Know Myself Better?
LOL...
Since both of them said that it's only 50% accurate, so I also wanted to give it a try~
=X
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.
( = = I dont know if there were some people whom like me because I'm straightforward... LOL)
You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(Am I? =S )
The type of boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively.
The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms.
(This one not true... I didn't see any admirers around me also... Haha...)
But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(Swt... =.= )
Your views on education :
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(I just wanted to be an educated woman...)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
(Quite true...)
Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed.
(Yes! Very true...!!!)
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
(All of the above are true. )
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Conclusion?
I think some of it accurate only~
Hmm..
Monday, February 9, 2009
Happy Chap Goh Meh
my bubur cha cha (but i just eat the jelly LOL)
and it turns out that my housemate told me it's actually one big round moon!






i think after 10pm, this is the pic i took when the moon became back to normal...?

Sunday, February 8, 2009
Empty Pretty Shell
"He is nothing but just an empty pretty shell."
Quoted by MA to YJ, I started to think that it is true.
There is a story of mine, which I wanted to share with.
A friend of MA, HC is just an ordinary guy who has a bad attitude. He loves to swear on people and whenever he feels not right in his little own judgement, he will start swearing and he only sticks with those he thinks that they have the advantage for him to take of.
Warned by MA few weeks ago, LY didn't take it seriously. According to MA, HC has nothing but a good-looking face. However, LY didn't agree that for she thinks that HC is just an ordinary guy.
People surrounding LY asked LY to use her own sixth sense to tell if HC is interested upon her as they said that girl's sixth sense are the most accurate one.
LY told them that her sixth sense were not accurate though and refused to face the truth that deep down inside she sensed that HC has no interest in her after all. Anyway, since 12 hours ago, she started to feels that her sixth sense can be reliable though.
According to LY, she braved herselves to date HC on the coming V'day, but was indirectly refused by HC. Thinking that HC might not know the reason why she dated him, LY lured HC to tell out what's inside his mind.
HC admitted that he is noob, but LY feels that from the way he talks to her, she don't think that HC is noob after all. While LY wants to get things straight, she hinted HC that if HC has no feeling for LY, it's better to tell out now rather than keep pretending as a nerdy noob.
Sensing it is the right time, HC straight away tell LY that he's not interested. Asking if she was rejected by him, he said yes without giving any reason. It took a minute for LY to realise about it, and strangely she is ok with the answer.
For a moment, LY feels that this might be just an admiration...
The worst thing I knew was that, HC actually knew that LY has a feeling for him since the starting stage but he just pretended to be noob and have the intention to drag LY's feeling. What a jerk I think.
What's so good about HC til LY falls for him? She should start waking up from her dream and start to forget about this jerk. LOL.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Feeling So Guilty
last night, my aunty called my mother and me but both of us didn't answer. after a while, my mother messaged her back and ask why did she call us.
my aunty called back and said that my grandmother wanted to meet me for breakfast tomorrow morning, which was today.
so, today i waited for them at the Komtar there and my aunty said she will fetch me at 9am. but i reached there at 8.30am.
Komtar
waited for them til 9am, my grandmother said i'm punctual... =S LOL... actually not always lorr...
suddenly i feel that my grandmother is getting older and older... i can see it from her face~ sigh... and yet, i can't do anything.
she gave me a 'big' ang pao today... swt... i felt so guilty because i know its her savings and how can i accept such a big ang pao? what i mean is that, i really feel bad about it and i wished to give her back.
but she said no and asked me to keep in case of anything happen to me when i am away from home... she also said that being away from home is different because in here, i can always go back to my family but when i'm away from home, everything will not be the same~
sigh... what should i do? i have to wait for another two years to give her back the ang pao and i really feel sorry and guilty for her because how could i take an old lady's ang pao?! shit me.
we went to eat dim sum and i feel that she eat really few only... sigh. is it she don't really like to eat dim sum? or what? i'm so guilty!
while we were having our dim sum, my aunty said that last night my grandmother slept half way then she dreamed about me and woke up and says that i'll be leaving and she didn't bring me to eat yet...
that's why my aunty called.
= =
my grandmother even asked for my account number... omg that makes me feel bad. but i didn't give her at last. LOL.
and she also said that if anyhting happen, i have to inform her. sigh. i'm feeling so guilty. what should i do? i'm so useless.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Happy Chinese 牛 Year
Happy Chinese New Year!
Teow Chew kuih made by my grandmother
hmm... to tell the truth, i don't know how to eat that kuih also... haha!
sat there for more than one hour, my grandmother thought that we will eat lunch at her place. so she decided to cook for our part. when i see her bangkuang char, her soup, her vege and her chicken, gosh... that looks very nice.
but we didn't have our lunch there though... at first my brother refused to call her ah mah because he thinks that he has only one ah mah... swt. = =
that was a dangerous part! LOL...
anyway, these are all my favourite dishes and food during the Chinese New Year~
favourite dishes
'char sio bak' and chicken
'joo hoo char'
mandarin oranges
chips made of 'ciku' with sugar topping
'bahu piah'
'bee hives' bought by See Ee Po
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Tagged by YC
LOL...
swt... = =
Directions :
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you.
- I'm a sleeping pig.
- I love to watch dramas, especially love stories.
- Wanted to become active in sports~ usually failed to do so.
- Very particular about cleanliness? Perhaps.
- Wished I can be clever.
- Always wanted to organise something but ended up forgetting about it.
- Lazy.
- I've always wanted to become a top girl in my class during my primary school, but I guess I failed to do so.
- Growing fat and fatter!!
- Moody.
- Goal - slim down to get back my original body shape!
- Non expressive.
- Day-dreamer~
- People would think that I'm not friendly at times.
- I hate guys who can't even protect the one they loves and tend to keep silent rather than stand up for her.
- How I wish if my charming prince celebrate my 21st birthday with me yesterday... *I'm dreaming again*
LOL...
and the ten person that i'm going to tag are...
- Yuh Jen - she loves blogging
- Phoebe Chew - for fun
- Hui Ping - for fun
- Hun Seang - wanted to kaypo
- Ivan Heng - wanted to kaypo
- William Ho - wanted to kaypo also
- Yin Jiong - for fun
- Zhi Wei - for fun
- Chew Ha'o - blogger
- Melvin Mah - just for fun
lalala... above all the reason why i chose them were also because i just want to have ten person to tag, tag and tag~ LOL...
Friday, January 9, 2009
Tagged by Jen
replying to Jen's tag...
Here are the rules :-
1. Take a picture of yourself right now
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture
3. Post that picture with NO editing
4. Post these instructions with your picture

5. Tag 5 people to do this
- Phoebe Chew
- William Ho
- Hooi Ling
- Chew Ha'o
and
- Yin Jiong
LOL... i cannot tag YC because got people tagged him d!
swt...
Happy 21st Birthday to Myself
LOL...






very sorry because i don't know how to translate it in English... haha.
anyway, i just want to thank See Ee Poh for footing the bill and also Sa Ee Poh for giving me ang pao! LOL! *^.^*
my ang pao~ LOL...
ok... it's my 21st birthday... and no one give me the key yet~
swt... = =
LOL... and almost all my close friends were all in KL and some in other places!
so none of my friend celebrated my 21st birthday with me... *pity*
anyway, i was touched when my housemates Corene, Ah Hock and JY played and sang Happy Birthday song for me two days ago by using JY's guitar... thank you so much.
and also thanks for those who remembered my birthday... you guys are really true friend~
as for Jen...
err... i thought we knew each other when we were in standard 4 (10 years old) ..?
LOL! *^.^* or maybe i old d that's why i can't really remember when we knew each other... haha...
yeah, you've seen me grewing up and been always there for me...
thanks for everything and thanks for being my friend!
without you, i think my life will be empty...
*oops! don't get me wrong... i'm not a lesbian! LOL...* =X
=) so long~






