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great. today i was actually going out with my former classmates from TARC.
it ended up that, i felt i was so stupid and "wu liao" to have joined them because one of my friend, who was also my stupid ex, teased me and made me feel irritated!
well, actually it was nothing. maybe i'm the one who cannot think positively. maybe i'm that kind of people who is very "small gas".
i don't know.
it started out when we were in the car, and i cannot recall what we were talking about when he suddenly said who am i to him and why he must care (something like that) !
well, that really pissed me off and for the whole day i was in the bad mood and kind of hate him. ok, let's face it. he's no longer my boyfriend, and i'd made it clear that we are only friends. i should be nothing and hell yeah, i should've let him say what he want and treated him like how i treated the other friends whom too, always teasing me and made me looked bad.
but i can't! hello! i juz feel like going to get out from there and go back by myself! and damn it. when we were at Gurney, i was walking alone and i felt very boring eventhough my friends were treating me better than last time. no one talk to me, have also i feel that they very shy (my feeling), things like that.
that guy didn't walk with me nor talk to me either! wtf!
he treated me as if i'm invisible! freak.
so, what's the point i join them?
was it juz to take back my scale ruler or was it juz to meet them?
honestly, i did really feel great being go out with them because they treated me better than when i was in my college time. well, at least they "see" my presence now rather than last time see me only ran away. but i juz hate the way that guy treated me like shit and i juz dun like it.
for those who reading this and were my classmate once, maybe u guys will feel that i should taste it and padan my muka for treating him like shit last time. anyway, i'm juz telling out what i feel. i dun care what u guys going to think bout me and i dun give a damn. i'm having a bad mood right now. and sorry if i'm rude to u guys.
but i really appreciate WJ because he's willing to fetch me from my office. LOL. if for last time, i dun think he will give a damn to fetch me~ =X
why i appreciate WJ...? that was because the four of them duno how to go to my office and they were not well verse bout pg road... in addition, the three of them were not from pg... haha and he's so good to came along from Alor Setar to SP to Penang and also to fetch me after work. haha...
sigh... then i didn't have my lunch today because they ate their lunch d! i have to eat alone at the cinema with mashed potato, 15 meatballs, half of the large popcorn combo and large coke. omg i'm going to be fat...!
i wanted to join them for steamboat but i can't. my parents din allow me to join them (i guess). that was because they will start at 8pm and going back at 11 something pm...
well, why start at 8pm? that was because one of my classmate, JY have to work full day and can only reach there at 8pm... that's why they chose 8pm...
well, i also wana meet him but i can't. not i dun wan. but anyway, i felt boring there and i also felt very angry with the remarks made by my friend.
on the way back, i felt like wana tell out my feeling to someone who understands me and who is willing to lend me their ears and comfort me... but i can't find who's the one who can really understand me and comfort me during that time... so, i called up one of my friend and i thought of telling him bout what i feel... but i juz duno how to let out my feelings and he was working so i juz said nothing to him... another friend, i thought he would lend me his ears, but instead he hurt my feelings more by saying those words which didn't help me at all!
he, instead told me that he's no longer going to care bout other people's feeling and he dun care bout other people except for himself. wth! i was so angry with him that i dun wana talk to him anymore! well, i may be very childish and not being able to grow up. but, that's me. that's the one u guys know and yeah, i can't help myself. u see, i'm juz telling out how i feel and what i felt today. sigh. and sorry if u dun feel comfortable with my remarks.
i juz hate everything. no one is ever good to us. they are juz our another toxic friend. like what i told my friend before... once the person further his studies at the other place like KL, he will change. he will be no longer be the person that we knew before and the feelings will be different too. he might think that the feeling will never change but before he knew it, the feeling was already not there and he will find it that all his burden before has gone and he will never get used to the life he led before.
well, that's what we call life goes on.
it ended up that, i felt i was so stupid and "wu liao" to have joined them because one of my friend, who was also my stupid ex, teased me and made me feel irritated!
well, actually it was nothing. maybe i'm the one who cannot think positively. maybe i'm that kind of people who is very "small gas".
i don't know.
it started out when we were in the car, and i cannot recall what we were talking about when he suddenly said who am i to him and why he must care (something like that) !
well, that really pissed me off and for the whole day i was in the bad mood and kind of hate him. ok, let's face it. he's no longer my boyfriend, and i'd made it clear that we are only friends. i should be nothing and hell yeah, i should've let him say what he want and treated him like how i treated the other friends whom too, always teasing me and made me looked bad.
but i can't! hello! i juz feel like going to get out from there and go back by myself! and damn it. when we were at Gurney, i was walking alone and i felt very boring eventhough my friends were treating me better than last time. no one talk to me, have also i feel that they very shy (my feeling), things like that.
that guy didn't walk with me nor talk to me either! wtf!
he treated me as if i'm invisible! freak.
so, what's the point i join them?
was it juz to take back my scale ruler or was it juz to meet them?
honestly, i did really feel great being go out with them because they treated me better than when i was in my college time. well, at least they "see" my presence now rather than last time see me only ran away. but i juz hate the way that guy treated me like shit and i juz dun like it.
for those who reading this and were my classmate once, maybe u guys will feel that i should taste it and padan my muka for treating him like shit last time. anyway, i'm juz telling out what i feel. i dun care what u guys going to think bout me and i dun give a damn. i'm having a bad mood right now. and sorry if i'm rude to u guys.
but i really appreciate WJ because he's willing to fetch me from my office. LOL. if for last time, i dun think he will give a damn to fetch me~ =X
why i appreciate WJ...? that was because the four of them duno how to go to my office and they were not well verse bout pg road... in addition, the three of them were not from pg... haha and he's so good to came along from Alor Setar to SP to Penang and also to fetch me after work. haha...
sigh... then i didn't have my lunch today because they ate their lunch d! i have to eat alone at the cinema with mashed potato, 15 meatballs, half of the large popcorn combo and large coke. omg i'm going to be fat...!
i wanted to join them for steamboat but i can't. my parents din allow me to join them (i guess). that was because they will start at 8pm and going back at 11 something pm...
well, why start at 8pm? that was because one of my classmate, JY have to work full day and can only reach there at 8pm... that's why they chose 8pm...
well, i also wana meet him but i can't. not i dun wan. but anyway, i felt boring there and i also felt very angry with the remarks made by my friend.
on the way back, i felt like wana tell out my feeling to someone who understands me and who is willing to lend me their ears and comfort me... but i can't find who's the one who can really understand me and comfort me during that time... so, i called up one of my friend and i thought of telling him bout what i feel... but i juz duno how to let out my feelings and he was working so i juz said nothing to him... another friend, i thought he would lend me his ears, but instead he hurt my feelings more by saying those words which didn't help me at all!
he, instead told me that he's no longer going to care bout other people's feeling and he dun care bout other people except for himself. wth! i was so angry with him that i dun wana talk to him anymore! well, i may be very childish and not being able to grow up. but, that's me. that's the one u guys know and yeah, i can't help myself. u see, i'm juz telling out how i feel and what i felt today. sigh. and sorry if u dun feel comfortable with my remarks.
i juz hate everything. no one is ever good to us. they are juz our another toxic friend. like what i told my friend before... once the person further his studies at the other place like KL, he will change. he will be no longer be the person that we knew before and the feelings will be different too. he might think that the feeling will never change but before he knew it, the feeling was already not there and he will find it that all his burden before has gone and he will never get used to the life he led before.
well, that's what we call life goes on.
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